This week’s First Readings have shown a clear trajectory from witness, to martyrdom, to persecution. At Stephen’s martyrdom we see a young zealous Jew named Saul come onto the scene who goes from watching over cloaks to spearheading the persecution of Jesus’ disciples. Saul was zealous, observant, and organized, but his zeal was misguided. He strove to do what he thought was the Lord’s will, and that set him on a collision course with what the Lord’s will truly was and who Jesus truly was.
As Our Lord explained to Ananias today, he would put Saul’s talents to good use. Saul would go from pursuing minim (heretics) of his own religion to preaching the Gospel of Christ among the gentiles, all those non-Jewish people who, according to Jewish interpretation of Sacred Scripture, were second-class citizens at best in the Lord’s plan of salvation. Saul’s values were profoundly challenged: his fasting while suffering blindness was a spiritual means to process everything that had happened. When Ananias came for him to heal him and baptize him he really could see things clearly for the first time in his life, and his zeal for the Lord was put back on the right course.
The way we live our faith can put us on a collision course with Our Lord too; maybe we’re not blind, but an “astigmatism” due to our pride may be misguiding us. As the Lord today to help you see any wrong turns you make have taken. Saul had to work in a vacuum, since Christianity was something new and strange, but we have many resources and people who can help us regain our sight.
Readings: Acts 9:1–20; Psalm 117; John 6:52–59. See also Conversion of St. Paul, 20th Sunday in Ordinary Time,Cycle B, and 3rd Week of Easter, Friday.