18th Week in Ordinary Time, Monday

In today’s Gospel Our Lord has just heard the new that his cousin, and his prophet, has just died on account of him. His Heavenly Father has permitted it as part of the plan of salvation, and, as all the Old Testament prophets before him, John the Baptist was condemned to death for bearing God’s message. Our Lord himself is the message of God, the Word, so he knows a similar fate awaits him. When he goes off for some silence and solitude, he seeks time with his Heavenly Father to process everything that has happened, just as we should when we’re faced with tragedy and sorrow in our life.

Today’s Gospel doesn’t say why he went off to pray, or what he said, but his actions speak volumes. Unlike Moses’ frustrated attitude today in the First Reading when the Israelites complain again and say they’re sick of the bread God is sending them from Heaven, Our Lord doesn’t ask the crowds seeking him to come back later and respect his time of prayer and mourning; he cured them, and didn’t send them off to worry about their own food, but provided for them personally. Even faced with sorrow and tragedy he had time for others, and gave himself to them completely, as one day he would do on the Cross.

We’ve also lost a loved one, someone who died because of us: Jesus. Every time we see a crucifix or celebrate the sacrifice of the Mass we remember exactly that. Let’s have the same attitude in gratitude for his sacrifice: an unconditional love and concern for others, even in moments of tragedy and suffering.

Readings: Numbers 11:4b–15; Psalm 81:12–17; Matthew 14:13–21.